Ay man
(he/man)
The feeling's fair, I keep fighting 'til my dreams are there
Fighting 'til my dreams are there.
Kan inte stanna varken le eller dö
Som om jag fastnat i en rondell.
Känns som att le för första gången
Det var så mörkt du ville ha det i färg.
Held a gun to my head, I know I should have shut my eyes
Now that I’m not buying pills, everything is hard to find.
If I ever leave I won't come back and I won't look back again.
I'm tryin' hard, stay out of problems, now I only got problems with myself.
I can't be a role model, my life's nothing to dream about.
All the things you said, all the things you said
Don't wanna see you cryin'.
And I don't know much 'bout the truth
But I know that the truth will one day set you free
I never said the same for you but I can say the same for me.
I fell for you like a cliff, wishing well, take a seat
Love in my heart but it's a sad song.
I feel like hurtin', feel like slaying, I'm a searcher at work.
I'm the riddle, I'm the joker, I'm the wildcard in the middle
I can't even explain this ♥♥♥♥, yeah, my life a cartoon.
Cuts in my arm, here I go make secrets.
I’m trying hard
Just to stay out of trouble
But I got troubles on my mind.
Broken heart
I wanna see the light
Light, light, light, I wanna see the light.
Black sky, all I see is terror.
A martyr, I'm a jester and a mad man when I retire.
It's a good day, I can't really feel no sorrow.
When I speak, yeah, they listen i feel like a pastor.
S-s-so crazy, for me the way I understand
Gamble with my life like it's all a bet, man
I have my ups, I have my downs
It's in my DNA, it's in my crown
Hearing colors and I'm seeing sound
She said she want me back but I'm not too fine.
You think you seen hell, but you don't know what hell's like.
The moths eat my brain, the moths eat my brain
I stand corrected.
My brain brain brain, in my brain brain brain
Is my brain brain brain okay?
I just wanna walk out of this earth because
I don't want the pain anymore
I just wanna walk out of this world cos
I let everybody down anyway
I don't wanna take care of it all
I still smile but I know that I'm not okay
I just wanna rip my flesh out and leave cos
I'm tired of myself anyway
I just wanna walk out of this earth because
I don't want the pain anymore.
I don't wanna be anything.
Viskar du till mig
Finns ingen som du
Ingen som du.
I tried to pretend that I care, but I don't care at all.
There are some things that I cannot say
There are some things I would take to the grave
I might just lose it any day
My minds a ticking bomb it is not safe
I might just lose it any day
All I see, bullsht every day
All I see, bullsht every where.
You don't care about the things I say or do but
You only care when I'm gone.
Lay me down, lay me down to sleep oh, oh
I've been down, down many weeks oh, oh.
I'm freak, get with me.
Sometimes I'm cruel and evil, you tell me.
I don't wanna feel like I'm not worthy.
In this land of lies and desert, you're the only seed I see.
Smile 'cause I have to, smile 'cause you wanna
Live 'cause you want to, but I don't
Breathe 'cause you have to, I don't care at all.
Life is a playground, play with my gravestone.
I can't get you out of my head
Get you out of my head, get you out of my head.
I'm almost at the edge, I need remedies.
Watch my body fall off a cliff as I slit my wrists.
Put the knife to your mouth like the Joker, make you smile.
I hear voices, I see signs, cannot let it go to my head.
All they do is hate, cause they can't understand me.
When I'm afraid I'll lose my mind
It's fine, it happens all the time.
I'm crazy and I know I am.
So many times I realized
What I seek for is right in front of my eyes.
Smile 'cause I have to, smile 'cause you wanna. Live 'cause you want to, but I don't. Breathe 'cause you have to, I don't care at all.
The feeling's fair, I keep fighting 'til my dreams are there
Fighting 'til my dreams are there.
Kan inte stanna varken le eller dö
Som om jag fastnat i en rondell.
Känns som att le för första gången
Det var så mörkt du ville ha det i färg.
Held a gun to my head, I know I should have shut my eyes
Now that I’m not buying pills, everything is hard to find.
If I ever leave I won't come back and I won't look back again.
I'm tryin' hard, stay out of problems, now I only got problems with myself.
I can't be a role model, my life's nothing to dream about.
All the things you said, all the things you said
Don't wanna see you cryin'.
And I don't know much 'bout the truth
But I know that the truth will one day set you free
I never said the same for you but I can say the same for me.
I fell for you like a cliff, wishing well, take a seat
Love in my heart but it's a sad song.
I feel like hurtin', feel like slaying, I'm a searcher at work.
I'm the riddle, I'm the joker, I'm the wildcard in the middle
I can't even explain this ♥♥♥♥, yeah, my life a cartoon.
Cuts in my arm, here I go make secrets.
I’m trying hard
Just to stay out of trouble
But I got troubles on my mind.
Broken heart
I wanna see the light
Light, light, light, I wanna see the light.
Black sky, all I see is terror.
A martyr, I'm a jester and a mad man when I retire.
It's a good day, I can't really feel no sorrow.
When I speak, yeah, they listen i feel like a pastor.
S-s-so crazy, for me the way I understand
Gamble with my life like it's all a bet, man
I have my ups, I have my downs
It's in my DNA, it's in my crown
Hearing colors and I'm seeing sound
She said she want me back but I'm not too fine.
You think you seen hell, but you don't know what hell's like.
The moths eat my brain, the moths eat my brain
I stand corrected.
My brain brain brain, in my brain brain brain
Is my brain brain brain okay?
I just wanna walk out of this earth because
I don't want the pain anymore
I just wanna walk out of this world cos
I let everybody down anyway
I don't wanna take care of it all
I still smile but I know that I'm not okay
I just wanna rip my flesh out and leave cos
I'm tired of myself anyway
I just wanna walk out of this earth because
I don't want the pain anymore.
I don't wanna be anything.
Viskar du till mig
Finns ingen som du
Ingen som du.
I tried to pretend that I care, but I don't care at all.
There are some things that I cannot say
There are some things I would take to the grave
I might just lose it any day
My minds a ticking bomb it is not safe
I might just lose it any day
All I see, bullsht every day
All I see, bullsht every where.
You don't care about the things I say or do but
You only care when I'm gone.
Lay me down, lay me down to sleep oh, oh
I've been down, down many weeks oh, oh.
I'm freak, get with me.
Sometimes I'm cruel and evil, you tell me.
I don't wanna feel like I'm not worthy.
In this land of lies and desert, you're the only seed I see.
Smile 'cause I have to, smile 'cause you wanna
Live 'cause you want to, but I don't
Breathe 'cause you have to, I don't care at all.
Life is a playground, play with my gravestone.
I can't get you out of my head
Get you out of my head, get you out of my head.
I'm almost at the edge, I need remedies.
Watch my body fall off a cliff as I slit my wrists.
Put the knife to your mouth like the Joker, make you smile.
I hear voices, I see signs, cannot let it go to my head.
All they do is hate, cause they can't understand me.
When I'm afraid I'll lose my mind
It's fine, it happens all the time.
I'm crazy and I know I am.
So many times I realized
What I seek for is right in front of my eyes.
Smile 'cause I have to, smile 'cause you wanna. Live 'cause you want to, but I don't. Breathe 'cause you have to, I don't care at all.
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I could've walked away with anyone
With anyone
But I chose you, yeah, I chose you
'Cause I can see something in you
Something special
Something dreams are made up of 'cause.
:Big_Heart:
When I saw you
It felt so new, so new
Something special
Something dreams are made up of 'cause.
:Big_Heart:
I'm your dirt, I'm your love
You're my last and my first one
I'm the ash in your lungs
So let's burn down the sun
Your eyes tell me it's too soon
But I can't wait for a blue moon
I can't wait till it's us two
I'm your dirt, I'm your love.
:Big_Heart:
I saw your face
And sunflowers grow
And everybody's gone
We partying so dumb
And it's just you and me.
:Big_Heart:
There's nothing we can't do
Don't tell me it's too soon
Another night in ruins
Sunbeams fill the room
So let's change the view.
:Big_Heart:
When I'm next to you, I feel so free
I can never stop I can't believe
Sittin' by the lake under the tree
When I'm next to you it's like a dream
I can't stop dreaming, I can't believe.
:Big_Heart:
And if you wanna live that way baby girl, I can show it, I will never ever, ever, ever leave
Life is such a beautiful game if you wanna play baby girl, we can play every day.
:Big_Heart:
Now that I’m not playing anymore, you’re on my mind
Now it’s for me that other girls are just a waste of time.
:Big_Heart:
I want you, girl, I need you closer
Popcorn, pills and your red lipstick.
:Big_Heart:
You remind me of the girl I used to know back when
Her eyes were made of cotton candy, she had no friends
But I would always talk to her, and they won't end
I haven't seen her for a while.
:Big_Heart:
I wanna have some fun with you, baby
I wanna go out on a date with you
I wanna have some fun
I wanna have some fun with you
:Big_Heart:
The eyes, the hair, the lips
The way you shake and move your hair
I kiss your lips, you smile away
You say you wanna stay a while
Your legs, the way you move your skirt
The way you move it up and down
Why you lookin' at me with the martini the way you sound?
:Big_Heart:
Let's get some food and coffee and just go ahead, talk with our mouths
Loudmouth, mouth wired outside, let me change your life.
:Big_Heart:
Chandeliers on chandeliers, my love, 'cause I love it
Chandeliers on chandeliers, I know you love it (Love it)
Baby girl, you're my drug and you deserve it (Deserve it)
:Big_Heart:
Pink pants, dancing, two pills, I'm romancin' (Come on here, baby)
All up in my face and she acting all manic (Please, stop it)
Champagne and your dress, got me acting all romantic
I don't feel like talking, we can listen to the static
:Big_Heart:
Want to show you paradise
Show me and just hold me tight
I don't need air tonight
Show you what I'm really like.
:Big_Heart:
I can't get you out of my head
Get you out of my head, get you out of my head.
:Big_Heart:
I'm scared when you fall, you're the star.
We cannot fall.
:Big_Heart:
Wanna find the time, be with you and just hold your hand.
:Big_Heart:
I'm a vampire, all I need is you
All I ever wanted was to hold you
I love you.
:Big_Heart:
I love how she dancing, got me feeling for you
You say that you love me, I don't know if it's true
When I go to sleep all I ever see is you
I can be your savior, everything that we've been through.
:Big_Heart:
When I drink, I drink too much
When I love, I love too much.
:Big_Heart:
Shawty we go high, high, high
We go up to the sky, sky, sky.
:Big_Heart:
She know she the one I love
She the only one I love.
:Big_Heart:
You're stuck in my brain forever.
:Big_Heart:
Take me far away with you
Take me to a another life
Take me far away with you
Take me to another life I'm through
:Big_Heart:
Oh I want you.
:Big_Heart:
I be grinding making money, it's for me and you.
:Big_Heart:
Ever since she called, I don't have a heart.
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