Last updated like mid 2024


12th Gen Intel(R) Core(TM) i5-12600KF 3.70 GHz
NVIDIA GeForce RTX 4070 12GB
64-bit OS x64
RAM: 32 GB
1TB SSD 2TB SSD

Time zone: UTC+8

Hobbies: Roleplay, Gaming, Music, Writing
Favorite food: Cajun chicken Spaghetti

Internet and P*rn addiction

I used to have suicidal problems, I'm not sure if I'll have those thoughts again, if you see me offline for more than a month or two, I lost my life
I'm serious, if I'm switching accounts, going off the grid or doing something that requires me to be not online for a long time, I'll write it somewhere. If there's no notice and I just suddenly went off forever, I'm dead dead
If that happened, I want all of you to know that every one of you was a great friend, and I wouldn't live till this day if it wasn't you guys being alongside me at some point of my life on the internet

Gifts in green are greatly appreciated [paypal.me]
You get absolutely nothing in return other than my upmost gratitude

Roleplay
I'm very into Roleplaying, where you can imagine yourself being someone you'll never be, or doing something you'll never do. This is why I like roleplaying in text, in games, RPGs, reading fictions and fanfictions, and sometimes even writing my own works!


LilyBageL is an internet name I gave myself when I was young, 小璃 is my Chinese internet name
I know that my nicknames sound girlish, trust me I'm neither a girl nor gay nor mentally ill. I think LilyBageL is a lot better than AheadKOKO, which was my old internet name.

I am...

Hyperactive
Diagnosed with ADHD at a young age, I haven't undergone another examination in recent years to determine if I still have the disorder, but based on my behavior, it's safe to say it's still present. It's a constant struggle for me to maintain focus during lengthy discussions, often requiring repetition from others. I tend to veer off-topic frequently and unpredictably, which can confuse those I'm conversing with.

Twisted
Spending an excessive amount of time on the internet has molded my humor into something quite dark and twisted. Racist, sexist, and all kinds of odd jokes, commonly referred to as dark humor, have embedded themselves into my comedic repertoire. I frequently venture into off-color and insensitive territory, which tends to attract like-minded individuals as my friends. While I believe my jokes are taken lightly by most, I recognize they may unintentionally hurt others.

Logical
When engaged in debates or discussions, I heavily rely on logic and factual evidence. Emotions and subjective viewpoints rarely factor into my arguments, as I prioritize rationality. Consequently, I may struggle to empathize with others' emotions or understand the significance of personal experiences, dismissing them as illogical.

Monotone
Exposure to a vast array of content on the internet has desensitized me to many shocking or distressing situations. As a result, I often exhibit a monotone demeanor and lack emotional reactions to things that would typically evoke strong responses from others, such as death or suffering.



I like
Neo Tokyo, Cyberpunk, Science Fiction, Dystopian, Apocalyptic, Fantasy, Reincarnation, Isekai, Summoning, Action, Romance, Romance Comedy, Fanfiction, Erotica, Suggestive literature.

Someone requested me to make my own Fursona so there [i.imgur.com]
Award 1 [i.imgur.com]
Award 2 [media.discordapp.net]