@explosivedeer I'm also an extremely private person, which is why I made a big deal out of apologizing here- because it opens me up to this exact kind of ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ and I don't get the benefit of the doubt from people who don't know me. There's meaning behind the gesture, but if you never try to actually empathize with me, you'll never be able to understand what I'm trying to say beyond assuming that because YOU wouldn't do it, I'M being a ♥♥♥♥♥♥ human, when i am just genuinely trying to apologize.

I don't want ♥♥♥♥ from Maw, or anyone else, I'm just explaining why I reacted to things the way I did so there can be a mutual understanding.

That being said, there's nothing left for me to say here. If you wanna yell at me, add me, otherwise I'm not gonna keep clogging up this man's comment section. My bad, Maw. Again, not trying to be a ♥♥♥♥- just never learned how not to be one. It's a work in progress.

You are reading malicious intent that isn't there, homie. I'm just experiencing actual emotion for the first time in ages and trying to indicate that I'm sorry for how it went- I just don't ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ know how to talk to people, I'm never trying to be ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. Welcome to mental illness! I don't operate under the same fundamentals you do!

But also if you don't think that people should learn lessons from each other and just continue not getting along, hey. That's your mentality and you can keep that, bro, won't take it away from ya.

And because I don't know you even a little I don't actually care what you think. Read my humility however the ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ want, dude, long as Maw knows i wasn't trying to be a ♥♥♥♥ and I know he wasn't trying to be either, I don't care.

This doesn't read like a long winded apology. It reads as a publicly visible incrimination of someone that offered a helping hand in a time of need. The sheer hypocrisy and absurdity seeps through just about every sentence.

I'm apologizing here because I don't care what people think anymore. I just need you to know what the right lesson to learn from your experience with me was...

Stop being a selfish prick, it might help you move on.

Sorry, I wasn't trying to be an ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. I did get treatment for all my ♥♥♥♥ and I'm functional and healthy now to know what went wrong. I wasn't trying to make you feel like YOU were a ♥♥♥♥ person, because you weren't. What I was trying to express was that we were both trying our best, but when you kept trying to help your way instead of understanding the way I needed to be helped, it became a multiplicative effect with the rest of The Accidents and it made me an infinitely worse human being for five years.

I should've thanked you for the lesson you were trying to teach, because it did help and it did work when i got to it, I just wasn't ready for it yet. That's what I meant to say.

I'm apologizing here because I don't care what people think anymore. I just need you to know what the right lesson to learn from your experience with me was so that you can be that helpful dude you wanna be, because I like helping too but I learned the wrong lesson from you.

▬▬ι═══════ﺤ ᴄᴏᴍᴍɪᴛ sᴜᴅᴏᴋᴜ F A G I T