Even in your darkest moments, a light remains in you. Hold on to that light, hold on to yourself. You are far stronger then you will ever realise.

no particular order

Garry's Mod:

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Former Supervisor of The Australian Underground | TAU DarkRP (Online. Stepped Down)
I have put over 6700 hours on this server. Don't do what I do.
Admin for Monumental Gaming DarkRP (Shutdown after many years)
Admin for Monumental Gaming PropHunt (Shutdown after many years)
Admin for Slipway Servers DarkRP (Attempted v2 of Monumental Gaming -- Never to exist again)
Moderator/Admin(I don't remember) for Arcadia Networks (Shutdown)
Moderator for Teekays DarkRP (Shutdown)
Moderator for Excalibur DarkRP (Shutdown)

ARK Survival Evolved:

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Owner of No-Name PVE (Development -- On hold)
Owner of FallenPVP (Successful but Shutdown)
Owner of LunarPVP (Shutdown)
Administrator of RebornPVP (Shutdown-Moved to DayZ)
Configurator of TheForbiddenSyndicate (Shutdown)

RUST:

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Co-Owner and Configurator of TheBakedCommunity (Shutdown)

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I am currently 23.
ADD, Mildly Autistic, Social Anxiety, Anti-Social af, Anxiety in general and also retarded af
Although above, more then happy to help if so needed. If I can't answer what you need properly I can at least listen.
I can't express my emotions or feelings right.
If I offend you or say something that is over a line, not my intention.
Discord (Reason for add needed): Riiloo#1359
Chicken Record in a CSGO Comp: 341 seconds.
Favourite Game/s: Ori: BF, ORI: WotW, Spore: Galactic Adventures, Stray, ARK, Empire Earth 1, Dungeon Keeper 1, S.T.A.L.K.E.R series, Minecraft too a point, TARKOV too a point, Modded Skyrim, Warframe, Helldivers 2
Type of Music: No clue, you tell me -- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLCDjkeFnikorOsZEgFvCWqOiodRO1eYDg
Friends: Yes, though I am anti-social as ♥♥♥♥, I appreciate the people I talk and play with.
Old Username: MonsterMonkey92 (my 2007-2016 something name. If you remember it, cool beans.)
I have regrets on many things that I try to forget but
I have wasted (currently) as of the 21st February 2025: 36,690 Hours.
While that seems bad, I joined steam in 2009, 16 years. 4.1 Years worth of hours vs 16 Years I've been on steam. Fight me. Some people are way worse.
I like anthropomorphic things, but I am not a furry nor do I identify as or contribute to anything furry related. To be clear I have nothing against furries, I just don't associate with them.

Conclusion?

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Help.