Soon to be streamer intent on learning languages other than english purely through duolingo and videogames

Current duolingo language levels and/or Section (S) and Unit (U):
French - level 15 and S2 U11

For those who wish to know more about my personal life and journey (yes im talking to you, you cute yandere its not all in your head i do love you, just like you love me) i offer this summary of my journeys in life so far:

growing up i was suggested to try a female character in Dungeons and Dragons by a late female friend. this was the most fun i had ever had in one of the games but at the time i was still oblivious to things that were obvious to others (the cause of bullying for most of my time in primary and secondary schools), and grew up trying to fit in with the boys after her passing.

Around the age of puberty i started to notice that i had no interest in having $£X with the girls or boys around me and struggled to understand why one person was more attractive than another. this lead me to the AVEN (asexual visibility and education network) and the larger LGBTQIA+ community. this is where i discovered that i was a bi-romantic Asexual but i was still trying to fit in with the boys my age was leading to me focusing on school work and video games (Pokemon) to hide my depression (caused by the bullying) from my 2 friends and my family.

about a year before the end of my education at secondary school i had a serious falling out with one of my friends after he broke up with my other friend (i took her side) i received a serious awakening when he told me that "i was just like the girls in our class" and "your a gamer why cant you understand why i was 2 hours late" this more than anything else made me start asking questions of those women and trans women i had met on the AVEN forum's.

8 years later i was now able to proudly declare on line even if i couldn't work up the courage to come out to everyone IRL that i was a Bi-Romantic Asexual Trans Girl, i was now engaged to the only friend i had upon leaving school. she is one of the few IRL people who knew about me.

And then i got HRT and discovered how much of a TERF she really was. This lead me to join a load of trans support groups and i wound up coming out to everyone IRL with the support of some new friends. Then a year later i started an ill fated relationship with the new friend i was closest to she was the love of my life.

i was in a relationship with Zynemorixia up till her suicide on 1st may 2023 and i still miss her every single day.

During the August of 2023 a started a relationship with Onēsan Occultis and her husband Defectivevoid, which lead to a culmination of a breakup with her in May 2024 after months of neglect and a severe refusal to work on communication because "im sperad too thin with work and trying to work on myself to put any more effort into relationships" even thought a week after saying this she started a new relationship, and then in November 2024 i broke up with her husband because of my own mental health issues caused by his wife. I still love them both but Onēsan Occultis caused too much damage to us for us to ever want to be around them again.

Post the breakup we have made many new friends people who have helped us realise that we are worth more than she ever made us think possible and while we still fear being abbandoned we have been able to open our heart a little to new people again without the fear taking complete control. we will see how many of our new friends stay with a broken girl like us.

in february of 2025 we are healing from the emotional damage we have been through with the help of some amazing friends and a lot of time and therapy. We are now at last able to trust people again enough that we have entered a new relationship. we have even moved in with her and it has lead to the happiest time of our life since Zynemorixia took her own life, she has helped me get into photography to raise money for helping the local transgender community and get better at both photography and art.

Plus récemment, nous avons commencé �  apprendre le français, et le mème "le poisson Steve" nous revient sans cesse. Nous espérons que nos vies continueront de s'améliorer et qu'un jour nous nous marierons, que ce soit avec notre partenaire actuel ou avec quelqu'un d'autre. Un rêve que nous avons repoussé depuis un moment �  cause du traumatisme émotionnel causé par Onesan Occultis.