Dear Diary...
👀 As 2017 is nearing an end, i begin this journey and keep it noted near and dear.

12/28/17 - I learned guys go into VR chat to hit on girls at virtual bars, and that if you in any way interfere with them gettin that ♥♥♥♥♥, you will be blocked. Bless up🙏🙏🙏

12/31/17 - We just out here gaming, gettin' ♥♥♥♥ talked by suckas who been trapped in main for the last 12 years. Let's secure this bag 💰💸💸💰

1/4/18 - Day 633 of becoming General Manager of Cx Intermediate of ESEA Gaming Company. My role is stress and nothing but stress. Send help sos these idiots are ♥♥♥♥♥♥

1/24/18 - We lost to female team dignitas. I wanted to cutmyself.

2/3/18 - Hi, I'm Bixl, I'm basically God's gift to CSGO. You might have seen me running around mirage like niko and one deaging idiots like there's no tomorrow, or maybe you've seen my ever growing league statistics and jaw dropping pug stats. But that's besides the point, the reason you are reading this now is because I am trying to save you time, that's right, I'm about to save you hours of trouble. Reason being? I'm just better, that's why. You are not on my level. I know, I know, hang in there. Imagine a floor of a building, You enter at the lobby, right? Well I didn't, I entered by ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ helicopter, descended by all the 8 rws coke lines that are on ESEA pugging service. So my landing in fact, was beyond perfect. While your on your way to the elevator, I've been at the top of the building talking with the CEO, I've convinced him that I, Bixl, am the superior human being, and that from that moment forward, i shall be the new CEO. Welcome to ESEA idiots, you're my new ♥♥♥♥♥.

2/3/18 - Got Max banned for 1 year. Then reverted by the tublord.

2/4/18 - Almost killed the team again. Was main awp for 15 minutes. I felt the power running thru my veins

2/5/18 - Dan left then rejoined. good times. Twins hate eachother.

2/7/18 - Humble brag. No ecos at all https://i.imgur.com/oJFCuiB.png

2/8/18 - Made org @Yokai_eSports

2/11/18 - 4-1 in IM as of today after nuke was updated 2 days before match. Bless up https://i.imgur.com/PWMB7Pn.png https://i.imgur.com/zFttMN5.png

2/19/18 - 7-1 in IM currently. Picked up moechilla yesterday. he claimes he is the best player to touch the game :thinking:

3/6/18 https://clips.twitch.tv/RespectfulNastyElephantStinkyCheese hes my son btw

We didnt make ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ playoffs btw

4/8/18 - "she said my ♥♥♥♥ too little but my money lonnngg" - RiFFRAFF

https://clips.twitch.tv/MoralAcceptableSpiderNerfBlueBlaster

Riff is a legend https://clips.twitch.tv/AdorableSoftFloofWoofer

10/2/18 - 10 mans lead to many fights and some harsh words. https://i.imgur.com/8AX7rx4.png

2/10/22 - Adham, rest easy friend.