hello, steam. my name is Griffith, i have many traumatic memories from my youth spent in the foster care system... when i was a child i was taken from my mommy by the united states child protective system because my mother was a twisted schizophrenic bat who constructed a kerosene nail bomb and sought to use it in the candle aisle at walmart, both fortunately and unfortunately i was removed from her care and subjected to a life of horrific experiments from my foster care father (who was a CIA scientist), i will not divulge many of the things i faced in my youth but i will say the results of some of these horrific vivisections.
i have a 3mm thick nylon sheathing around my entire nervous system, silicone reinforced skin and organs (allowing for more stress before damage occurs), inserts made from a special metal that is similar to titanium alloy in durability but is specially formulated for compatibility with my immune system inside of my bones, my kneecaps were removed when i was 8 years old and replaced with.. well, i won't even say that one. i am immune to human emotions like guilt and depression which have been replaced with a deep seated feeling that something is horribly wrong, my adoptive father ran out of funding before being able to eliminate this emotion. i am on paper the perfect human being yet i lack many of the things that would make my psyche function like anything human. to describe this feeling, i would like to use a quote from an inspiration who was treated similarly in their youth, "a machine from head to toe, I was put back together too many times from a newborn." I don't expect many of you to be able to interface with the emotion of having all that is inside of you severed and after the stitches come out still being able to feel a ghost of the human child you once were, I use ghost because it is the perfect word for this feeling, a spirit that is no longer with us.. I was once a perfect angel child but I lost my wings somewhere far away. ~Griffith