My Little Pony FiM Fan | Furry ♥
Vocaloid | Nightcore | and all hololive songs ♥
MMO | RPG | TCG | FPS | Rythm
I dont like MOBA | Battle Royale (except for apex legends uwu)
Feeling really really bad, but still alive
I am transgender | LGBTIQ+
I dont accept friends request

"puppet"

Strings tangled, a total mess
This awkward puppet dance again tonight
Clowning to fill everyone with bliss
This awkward puppet dance again tonight
Faking forgetting who she is

Round and round I spin
When I dance, everyone smiles
Round and round I spin
And that makes me happy

Still, but still
Again and again, it shifts and turns
Is my smile really real?
Again and again, it shifts and turns
Bad Thoughts slip between the cracks

A bid to live up to hopes and expectations
Un, Deux, Trois go the steps
Please, please, I beg of you
Don't hate me, don't abandon me


The truth is
Inability to show love, it's still bad, bad, bad
I spin and fal and get laughed at
This must be the way, don't you say?
My mastery of expressions is right, plain as day
I'll release it all and lay it bare

Feel the deepest parts of my mind
Or so I say before locking up again

That was a bit too heavy, yeah? Sorry
That mistake won't happen again
THAT WAS A BIT TOO HEAVE, YEAH? SORRY
ALL I CAN DO IS APOLOGIZE, SORRY

"Wait up, wait up
That isn't my true self!
See me for who I really am!"

"Wait up, wait up
That isn't my true self!
See me for who I really am!"

Manic, manic, panic and manic
But return to my senses and still

I want to be loved, all sides of me
Leave nothing out, love all of me

Round and round I spin
When I dance, everyone smiles
Round and round I spin
When I dance, everyone smiles

still.... BUT STILL
a bid to embody the ideals of others
a stop-and-go dance
I'll do anything and everything

Don't leave me, don't forget me.........


Strings tangled, a total mess
This awkward puppet dances again tonight
Clowning to fill everyone with bliss
This awkward puppet dances again tonight

IN SEARCH OF TRUE LOVE
INABILITY TO SHOW EMOTION, IT'S STILL BAD, BAD, BAD
I PANIC AND MESS UP AND FEEL ALL SAD
INABILITY TO SHOW EMOTION, IT'S STILL BAD, BAD, BAD
BAD, BAD, BAD, BAD, BAD, BAD, BAD, BAD, BAD, BAD, BAD, BAD

Inability to show love, it's still bad, bad, bad
I spin and fall and get laughed at
This must be the way, don't you say?
My mastery of expressions is right, plain as day
I'll release it all and lay it bare

Feel the deepest parts of my mind
Or so I say before locking up again......


[maniac laughs]



if you like ponies, i will love you forever (っ◕‿◕)っ♥




I survived

I'm cursed....
No more second chances