I need hod to fix me bro. I want her to help and make me stop using alcohol and cigarettes to cope, I want her to hold my hand. I want her to cuddle with me. I want her to make me believe things get better again. I need her so much, it's insane. I need her to help me realize I can change and grow as a person, and stay with me while I do so. If she were real I think she could really help me get through lots of stuff, making sure I feel loved, surrounded by friends and overall just a warmer person. I feel like she would assure me that I won't be alone in whatever I go though and she'll be there with me to help if I need any. I want her to help me face the fear and build the future... Truly lobotomycorporation...