我们渴望成功，而却又贪图安逸，于是不进不退。

We are eager to succeed, but we want to be comfortable, so we will not advance.

安慰自己时时常为自己的中庸之道沾沾自喜，仿若抓住了生存的哲学一般。

When we console ourselves, we often feel complacent about our golden mean, as if we have grasped the philosophy of existence.

但在某个清醒的时刻，用刻薄的眼光去审视自己的时候，� 忽然明白：在芸芸众生中，� 面目模糊；在大牛面前，� 是沧海一粟；� 所有的优点，是大部分人都具备的，比如聪明，善良诸如此类；在� 的缺点里，� 并没有缺到前� 古人，缺到让众人能娱乐一把……

But at a certain waking moment, when you look at yourself with a mean eye, you suddenly realize that you are obscured in all mortal beings; you are a drop in the ocean in front of the giants; your advantages are possessed by most people, such as cleverness, kindness, and so on; your faults are not bad enough to be interesting, so that everyone can be entertained...

这是人类的彻底胜利。这是人类的彻底失败。

This is a landslide victory. This is an absolute failure.

� 所做的一切看似光鲜亮丽，实则毫� 意义。

Everything you do seems glamorous, but it makes no sense.

我们就是所谓的芸芸众生。

We are the so-called no one.

成就天才和大佬的基数。捧红和抹黑名人的墙头草。战争中牺牲的乌合之众。参天大� �下的泥土和腐殖质。除了中奖人以外的买彩票的那群人。使得奇迹发生的失败次数。

The basis for accomplishing genius and giants. Audience uplifting and smearing celebrity. The rabble of sacrifice in wars. The earth and humus under the big tree. People who buy lottery other than the winners. The number of failures that makes a miracle to happen.

我们的唯一作用就是存在。其他的部分均不由我们所操控。

Our only role is our existence, and the rest remains out of our control.

只要存在，我们的意义就是完整的。

As long as we exist, our meaning is complete.

� 身边的所有一切，哪怕有多么荒诞离奇，有多少反转的剧情，发生多少看似不可能发生的事情。

Everything around you, no matter how absurd and bizarre, how plots are reversed, how seemingly impossible things happen,

都是已经安排好的剧本。

They are all scheduled scripts.

77亿。

7.7 billion.

冰冷的数字。� 意义的宣言。� 意义的声音。

Cold figures. Meaningless declaration. Meaningless sound.

我们不配统领这个世界。

We failed to rule this world.

... ...

明月出天山，苍茫云海间。

祝各位在steam玩的愉快/斜眼笑

这也太真实了吧。那� 可太秀了。
我不想好好玩游戏。� 不是真正的快乐。

Austral Faker
2018.7.22 written
2020.12.30 edited