The Original and Only 'l|PoweR|l' Clan

Though I do not want to make this an announcement nor bring back the memory that DeadPain (Andrea) is no longer with us, I would like to say that I have made a permanent section on my profile dedicated to her as some of you already know.

I remember her when we were on the map "cs_westwood" (her fav map) that she told me/us that her favorite song was "Ted Nuggent - Cat Scratch Fever".

I didn't know DP as well as some of you, but I wish I could have been there for her funeral or possible visited her in RL... But alas I couldnt because I was still in middle school. If I ever find out where she is buried in RL and I'm finally on my own with some money I would like to visit her and leave something that I will construct and leave as my way of remembering her. I'm a caring person and even though I did not know her I would do this for anyone that I had gotten to know (somewhat close to possibly being personal).

I also like if you guys would confirm on the memorial section on my steam profile if the information stated is correct. Also, I wonder what Andrea really looked like, though it probably is none of my business.

I will miss the fun I had with her, but will remember her as the 'first' and only best gamer gurl I had ever knew.

~ I hope they have games for you to play on the other side Andrea, so you can keep fragging.


-- Evangelion / Matthew




POWER Will Miss DeadPain
1981-2005
For Those That I Love and Those That Love Me.

I am gone, so release me, let me go.
I have so many things to see and do.
You mustn’t tie yourself to me with tears,
Be happy that we had so many years.
I gave you my love,
you can guess how much you gave me in happiness.
I thank you for the love you have shown
But now I must travel on alone.
So grieve awhile for me if you must,
Then let your grief be comforted by trust.
It’s only for awhile that we must part
So hold the memories in your heart.
I won’t be far away, for life goes on.
So if you need me, call me and I will come.
Though you can’t see or touch me, I’ll be near
And if you listen with your heart you will hear…
All my love around you soft and clear.
And then when you must come this way alone,
I’ll greet you with a smile and “Welcome you home.”

Provide By
~RASTA

I guess I loved how she was a hug friend! She always made everyone smile when we were being idiots over this game! I loved how she put {Q} before her name for queen and I was the king of Power. She was one of the first to be in Power.....GOD I MISS her guys!
~Slutz

In our lives we all have good and bad. I never found the bad in Andrea.
~Whiskeyone

I still remember when i was the new guy in the clan ... the lil 13 year old bad ass. But then nobody ever really talked to me when I was playing except for Andrea who would laugh along with all my corny jokes and such. It is really going to be tough to get over this...
~Durban Poison
(Nick Trammell)

I wish I could hear her voice one more time...
Just knowing that I'll never be able to log on and see "Hey Kaiser, what's up?" and of course... "Hugs!" kills me inside. I hope we can help each other through these hard times and come out a stronger clan. In loving memory, always.
~Kaiser Soze
(Chris Green)

I will always remeber her say'n -hugs- and making me laugh/smile, even when I didn't want to. God I wish she was here now... Miss her so much... I am goin to the funeral, dont know when I will drive down, hope to see some of you guys there.
~LOKI

I miss her. She was the first person I met in the POWER server. I'm never happy and she would cheer me up. I never actually met her in real life. I remember the last words (but i miss her so much...) I said to her and it was, "Be Happy." I wish she was here.
~Aaron

I miss Andrea so much...
I miss the way I used to come into the server, usually feeling down and she'd scream "Luscious!!"... I loved how she always tried to make me feel better..how she always said she was going to kick some kids ass cuz me and him were having a problem for whatever reason...the talks of martial arts...and the days that we were supposed to go and hang out.
I dreamed of that day....and I still do. In my life...there will be women in it...but Andrea will always remain the #1 woman in my life..
~Mr. Luscious

She was the coolest girl I ever knew. She will be missed.
~Evangelion

I still can't believe she's gone. I always came in looking for her because she was just so much fun. I still go into the server expecting to hear her. I miss her and I know I haven't know her for a long time, but she has a place in my heart and always will.
"In the arms of an Angel, fly away from here. You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here."
~ *NSK*Spec a.k.a Yolanda
(Sarah Mclachlan)

"You frustrate me Essex" ...first thing I ever heard her say. Anyone else would have just called me a ♥♥♥♥♥♥. A truly cool person is one who doesn't get mad over a game, and offers congratulations instead of insults. Only twice had I seen Andrea in the server, and both times she talked to me like she was my friend..like she knew me in person. From what I gathered she made a point to welcome EVERYONE wheather their attitude was negative or positive. I know from experience the feeling of a tragic loss, and it slips from the minds of those who feel it...even those who swear it never will. There should be a way to keep the memory of her fresh. I propose making a mandatory tag for clan members. Just never forget the feelings that go along with the name.
~Essex
(Brian)

I miss the -hugs- and her ability to cheer anyone up.
Andrea was definately, one of the, if not, nicest people I know. So why did God decide to take her, when there are still dirtbags and scumbuckets like saddam and Bin Laden living. Why not take one of them...why not kill the bad God..and let the innocent live.
...truthfully, without Deadpain I don't think we would have become so close as a clan to begin with. She was like the link that binded us all together. I honestly can not believe shes gone. The link she forged between us still remains though, as it always will. As you can tell i am not to good at getting words out..but I hope that yall get what I am saying.
~Wayne Effect

DP was an awesome girl, she was always so nice to me and made me laugh when she would get frustrated with me. I am truly sorry for everyones loss, and even though I only knew Deadpain for a few months I will say this, "May you be in a happy place Andrea and may God be with you." Even for not knowing her that well she has had an impact on me with her personality and jokes.
~Maverick
Blake