i'm misanthropic which means i avoid socializing. if i don't respond to you in-game its because i have chat turned off, 'cause the last thing i want to see is more destructive bs. ie malice, hatred, discrimination, intolerance, oppression, and whatever else

i really don't like people so please don't send me a friend request, it'll be denied. also, if you're here from a game where i can't hide chat, please don't talk to me. if you're here in an attempt to harm me further, may your malice be returned to you in full force.

if you are of the same ilk, i sincerely hope salvation may come to you despite how hopeless things may seem.
the pendulum will forever swing, as is its nature, but only time can tell how sharp or dull it is, how merciful or malicious it is in the formative moments when it matters most.
it is unfortunate that so many have collectively taken it upon themselves to sharpen it, even if they themselves have been beneath its blade before. but it would be ignorant in of itself to not expect ignorance and hypocrisy to repeat. centuries of repressive indoctrination cannot be stopped, only shifted.
the blade will perpetually swing from one side to the other, as it always has, and as it always will. same ♥♥♥♥, different day.
but at the end of the day, it all comes down to the luck of the draw. right time, right place or wrong time, wrong place.
i hope the luck is in your favor for whatever hardships you may be suffering through.
stay true to yourself. always.

and a word of advice; evil cannot be reasoned with. no matter how sincere you are, and no matter how hard you try to sway it. it does not care. it will not care. its apathy is nigh incomprehensible for it is incapable of anything but. engaging with it will only hurt you worse, and it will revel in your agony over and over for as long as you let it. when you recognize this futility, the malice at least becomes easier to avoid. think of it like a neurotoxic venom. all it takes is one bite to cause catastrophic, often irreversible damage. so why willingly extend your hand when you know it will be bitten, as it always has?

if any of what i say resonates with you, i unfortunately can't give a solution, but i can give one more piece of general advice: isolation and reality dissociation, while scary, can offer sanctuary. malice will still seek you out, as is its nature to destroy all that is happy, loving, and gentle, but it will make it harder for it to reach you. and perhaps even more importantly, it will make it harder for it to infect you. the only thing worse than being on the receiving end of it, is to allow yourself to become another one of it's spreaders. so please, don't fall into its hateful indoctrination.



































for some though, may salvation come from somewhere else entirely. efforts to be kind, caring, understanding, and striving to be harmonious may not be reciprocated here, but maybe those sentiments will be reciprocated somewhere else.
may everything be left behind in the pursuit of healing, for it can finally begin in the comforting embrace of everlasting harmony, otherworldly pleasure, and benign divinity.
pain and sorrow washed away by crossing the threshold to a new place, an incorruptible place, where the horrors are not only incapable of repeating, but fundamentally absent.
hatred, vitriol, discrimination, oppression, and malice replaced with love, happiness, empathy, sympathy, compassion, support, and the genuine care for others.
goddess speed, and thank you A (TPH), V (TSE), and ML (TTPSoD).