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101 Brutally Honest Flaws Of Yor Ayrin Who Lost Himself And Died Once Existed As A Virtual Character.

0. Said “I’ll protect you” after being the danger.

1. Lifeless inside, just existing.

2. Skinny and physically weak.

3. Ugly, both inside and out

4. A failure in academics — school and college.

5. Brainless noob in Counter-Strike.

6. Couldn’t even handle his own relationship.

7. A narcissist, obsessed with himself.

8. Manipulative, always controlling.

9. A sympathy seeker, never a giver.

10. Toxic, always draining others.

11. Abusive in ways that go unnoticed.

12. Distrusted the woman who loved him more than herself.

13. Couldn’t accept her past with grace.

14. Always looking for control, never offering peace.

15. Emotionally unstable, fragile.

16. Mentally immature, never truly growing.

17. Craved attention but never gave loyalty.

18. A manipulator in disguise.

19. Obsessed with validation from others.

20. Overthought every small thing, turning them into big issues.

21. Took her silence as rejection, misunderstanding her feelings.

22. Turned her love into pressure, making her feel trapped.

23. Thought commitment was a prison, not a partnership.

24. Compared his woman to others — mentally and emotionally.

25. Couldn’t even be a shoulder on her period days.

26. Didn’t know how to be a safe space.

27. Talked more than he listened, never understanding her.

28. Gave broken promises, again and again.

29. Reacted emotionally, never logically.

30. Gaslighted her pain to escape his guilt.

31. Chased sympathy instead of focusing on growth.

32. Romanticized toxicity as if it were passion.

33. Apologized, then repeated the cycle of mistakes.

34. Gave words, but no actions to back them up.

35. Blamed others for his pain, never taking responsibility.

36. Couldn’t hold accountability like a true man.

37. Played the victim when exposed for his behavior.

38. Gave her anxiety, not assurance.

39. Cried for her love but never grew for her peace.

40. Wasn’t her partner — he was a weight on her soul.

41. Let insecurity speak louder than love.

42. Pushed her away, then begged her to stay.

43. Took space, but never responsibility for his actions.

44. Blocked her, unblocked her — emotional blackmail at its worst.

45. Turned her safety into a gamble.

46. Used “waiting for her” as a guilt trap.

47. Promised religion acceptance like a bribe.

48. Tried to own her peace instead of creating it.

49. Used love as leverage for control.

50. Didn't act like a man who could lead — he followed fear.

51. Failed to be a rock when she needed calm.

52. Reacted to small things like they were life-or-death situations.

53. Couldn’t uplift her without lowering himself.

54. Treated her loyalty like it was a given, not a gift.

55. Mocked her needs, dismissed them as drama.

56. Thought love was about possession, not presence.

57. Took her for granted every single day.

58. Made himself the center of her pain and problems.

59. Didn’t understand what true mental peace meant.

60. Gave her wounds, then kissed them like he was healing them.

61. Spoke of becoming better but stayed broken.

62. Thought she was overreacting when she was surviving.

63. Didn’t understand feminine energy — only feared losing it.

64. Acted soft when it was convenient, tough when it hurt her.

65. Used apologies as survival tools, not real remorse.

66. Promised patience, but delivered pressure.

67. Turned trauma into a weapon for control.

68. Didn’t grow — he just hid his flaws better.

69. Called obsession “love.”

70. Called checking-in “control.”

71. Got jealous of things he should’ve supported, not feared.

72. Lacked the confidence to give her space and trust.

73. Faked strength with loud words, never backed them up with action.

74. Killed her trust with his inconsistency.

75. Didn’t understand sacrifice in a relationship.

76. Gave her stress instead of stability.

77. Broke her spirit with his emotional weight.

78. Forgot birthdays but never forgot his ego.

79. Took her softness as weakness.

80. Called his own cowardice “sensitivity.”

81. Gave her silence when she needed reassurance.

82. Asked her to stay after pushing her to leave.

83. Couldn’t be a man she could rely on.

84. Couldn’t even tie her shoes without making it about himself.

85. Made her periods harder, not softer.

86. Never gave her the space to cry freely.

87. Took too long to learn basic respect.

88. Made every fight about himself and his insecurities.

89. Let other people’s words affect their bond.

90. Forgot that she needed protection, not possessiveness.

91. Made her beg for reassurance instead of giving it freely.

92. Gave her chaos when she needed consistency.

93. Thought saying “I love you” was enough to fix everything.

94. Never learned how to be love, only how to seek it.

95. Didn’t stand tall for her — not once.

96. Gave her reasons to cry, not smile.

97. Let her go just to regret it later.

98. Wanted her to wait but never gave her peace while waiting.

99. Said he changed, but only changed his words, not his actions.

100. Made healing about himself, instead of focusing on her healing.

-> He was never a man — just a lost boy in love with the idea of being loved.


"101 Brutally Honest Things YorAyrin Received from the CS Discord Community Including Her and Where It Landed Him"

0. Unable to Find Happiness & Peace

1. Hatred

2. Abuse

3. Cheating Allegations

4. Laughter Behind His Back

5. Lost All Friends

6. Lost Self-Respect and All Respect

7. Offered 6k/month as Daily Wage Labor

8. Started from Zero

9. Moderate Depression (7/10)

10. 6 Months of Compulsory Antidepressant Pills

11. Endless Crying

12. Anxiety

13. Self-Doubt

14. Pain

15. A Cheater and a Villain

16. Lost Sense of Identity

17. Fear of Being Judged

18. Betrayed by Close Ones

19. No One to Turn To

20. Unresolved Trauma

21. Pressure to Succeed

22. Exhausted Mentally and Physically

23. Perpetual Guilt

24. Never Enough

25. Internal Conflict

26. Constantly Seeking Validation

27. Unable to Let Go of the Past

28. Self-Isolation

29. Destroyed Trust

30. Torn Between Anger and Guilt

31. Living in Fear of the Future

32. Made to Feel Like a Failure

33. Inability to Forgive Himself

34. Unable to Heal

35. Overwhelming Self-Criticism

36. Lost Faith in People

37. Crushed by Expectations

38. Wishing for Escape

39. Lack of Meaning in Life

40. Had Dreams, but No Motivation

41. Negative Self-Image

42. No One Believed in Him

43. Trapped in a Cycle of Regret

44. Couldn’t Find Peace

45. Afraid of Opening Up

46. Had Dreams but Couldn't Achieve Them

47. Broke Down Mentally

48. Feeling Unseen

49. Struggled to Find Purpose

50. Believed He Was Unworthy of Happiness

51. Became a Shadow of His Former Self

52. Lived in Fear of Rejection

53. Wished for Someone to Understand

54. Haunted by Past Mistakes

55. Never Got the Help He Needed

56. Feelings of Worthlessness

57. Kept Trying to Please Others

58. Afraid to Be Vulnerable

59. Trapped in His Mind

60. Lost Ability to Enjoy Life

61. Continually Failed to Meet Expectations

62. Took the Blame for Everything

63. Lacked Self-Awareness

64. Suffocated by Regret

65. Longed for Stability

66. Torn by Inner Conflicts

67. Felt Like a Failure as a

68. No One to Depend On

69. Neglected His Own Needs

70. Constantly Second-Guessing Himself

71. Fear of Losing People

72. Struggled to Let Go of Toxic Relationships

73. Struggled with Self-Acceptance

74. Difficulty Moving On

75. Felt Stuck in Life

76. Trapped in a Cycle of Pain

77. Struggled with Low Self-Esteem

78. Rejected by Society

79. Constant Feelings of Emptiness

80. Overwhelmed by Life’s Challenges

81. Lack of Trust in Himself

82. Fear of Intimacy

83. Struggled to Find Comfort in Others

84. Emotional Instability

85. Constant Comparison to Others

86. Struggled with Expectations from Family

87. Haunted by Regretful Decisions

88. Disconnected from Reality

89. Struggled with Depression and Anxiety

90. Felt Incompetent

91. Inconsistent Efforts

92. Failed to Communicate Effectively

93. Misunderstood by Those Around Him

94. Lacked Empathy at Times

95. Struggled with Self-Resentment

96. Was Seen as a Burden

97. Struggled with Rejection

98. Often Felt Unworthy of Love

99. Neglected His Mental Health

100. Felt Invisible in Social Spaces

& Now I Am Done. 😊🖤

Already Injected Detectable Stuffs At Kernal Level.

Face IT - Instant Ban
VAC - Coming Soon

Waiting For VAC To Hit Me As Faceit Did.

Good Bye Everyone.

I Really Appreciate The Time We Spent Together. 🖤

Jackie, Robot, Red Velvet are no longer mine.

Even After Doing This All I Will Be Treated As A Cheater. 😊🖤
Not In The Game, But In The Real Life.

Enough Insults & Humiliation Which I Received From The Community For Months & How Strongly I Shown My Patience. 😊🖤

It’s Time To Build A Great Life Without Them & Without This Stupid Game. 😄🖤



Useful Commands -

bind alt "sv_cheats 1; noclip";
mp_roundtime_defuse 60;mp_roundtime_hostage 60;mp_roundtime 60;mp_restartgame 1;
mp_maxmoney 100000;mp_startmoney 100000;mp_afterroundmoney 100000;mp_restartgame 1;
alias "+clearsmoke" "host_timescale 18"; alias "-clearsmoke" "host_timescale 1"; bind "x" "+clearsmoke";mp_buy_anywhere 1;
bind "b" "say .rethrow";
bind "n" "say .clear";
bind scancode77 "say .Replay" - End To Replay

mp_drop_knife_enable 1;

Flip Knife - subclass_create 505

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